sick... but thank God for friends...

ok... i'm sick... was feeling those kind of fever feeling the first thing i woke up on Friday morning... and i was thinking.. ok.. i should msg my boss and tell him i will come to work abit later.. just abit more sleep....

but i decided to drag my feet and get to work... and the body ache feeling starts coming... and the body temp keeps getting higher....

after making sure what i have to bring and do i decided to go home at around 2pm... wah.. the feeling was really really bad...

and due to the concern of some colleagues, almost the whole office knows about it... =_=

it was really a bad thing to fall sick...my whole body is aching... and i cannot sleep... just tossing around on my bed... one moment i was soo cold.. and the other moment i was so hot... and my head really hurts...

that was my friday...

sat... i didn't go GB.. youth... and the mooncake festival @ CDC...

my fever went off only at around noon... after my fever.. then there's this sharp pain in my stomach.. and LS... wah... i go toilet like so many million times lor... the pain was around till today.... but i guess i'm ok now...

thank GOD for friends for being so concern... with the various calls... and smses...

to jan
to come to my house and to DISTURB me last night...
keep asking me to see a doctor...
"thanks" for looking at me during service when pastor mention that certain word... just to remind u.. pastor says... if he is talking about certain ppl... please dun look around and see who he is talking about... !!!
sorry for making u worry...
not knowing what to do when u see me in pain but just to say SEE A DOCTOR!

to dr quek...
for calling me...
trying to get me to see a doc as well...
making me promise.. but i did not break the promise...
sorry for making u miss ur soccer match...

to FRIEND
for calling all the people he knows in WAC to tell them that i'm sick.. and get them to get me to see a doctor....
i think you called alot of times to jan and dr. quek?
the various calls... to ask if i'm ok...
not knowing what to do.. when i dun want to see a doctor...
asking jan to come and see me... and to get me to see doc... but she failed to do so.. hehe...
getting more and more serious each time he ask me to see a doctor...


THANK YOU!

i was listening to this song on my way to church...
it really speaks to me....
why am i using my own strength? when i can do greater things in Him?
why am i using my own strength? when i know that by doing that i am weak...
why?!

just finished speaking to sier not long ago... i guess he's right... sometimes when we are sick.. it might be a new point.. that we want to start afresh with God... and i believe that it was so true...

no more turning round and round... i wanna start afresh...
i know that i have been going down in my walk... and i actually thought of just taking a break from everything? *just a thought* but i guess Pastor spoke on this point today as well... i just need to spend one moment with You

i just want to hang on to the one thing that i need to..

ooo... finally found this lyrics online... this song that spoke to me...
You in me by Juwita Suwito - very nice voice singer... :)

Everytime I look into Your eyes
There's a pleasant surprise
awaiting me and amazing me
Somehow I realize I'm so tired of the lies
they keep telling me

Telling me I should look down inside in myself
to find something greater

When I know I can look at the bright sight
and find the Creator

I just need to spend one moment with You
Somehow it's a brand new world I'm passing through
You lift me higher, You let me see
Over the walls that surrounded me

Don't need to prove myself,
just need to show and tell
It's You in me

The other day a wolf in sheep in disguise
Told me goodness would buy
a day or two for me in Paradise
I could never pay the price, not with a million lives
But it' d done for me

Why should I just depend on myself and pretend
I'll find something greater

When I know I can look at the bright side and find the Creator

I just need to spend one moment with You
Somehow it's a brand new world I'm passing through
You lift me higher, You let me see
Over the walls that surrounded me

what i found on youtube...