simple?

can everything be back to what it was.. just simple...
simple... just like how i was when i am 5yrs old?

can it?

it hurts once again...

i told myself..
it's impossible.. there'll be no end...
yeah... i'll be ok

and for a moment, i thought it doesn't hurt as much as the other time...

when i think about it again.. that feeling of pain came back.. once again...
it hurts...

*sorry to ask a dumb question.. :(*

battle of the mind... yeah... i have been experiencing it too.. it's driving me crazy too..

it hurts...