i dunno...

just had a super cold and icy shower...
to wake me up from all these...

it's one of the things that i usually do when i need to...
turn off the heater...
rained this afternoon...
windy weather...

and when the icy water pours out...
cold... but.. i need a wake up...


it hurts... when i smile...
it hurts... when i laugh...
*if you can... please don't ask me to smile... (at least... for this point of time...)*

it hurts... when i look into those eyes...

what more can i say?

what more should i say?

but...

i'll try...

i will be fine...

i'm ok....

i'm good...

don't worry