*ouch*
this hurts...
hurt like never before...
can i bear it?
letting it go...
it hurts....
i dunno how i should be...
can i take it like never before...
you took it like nv b4...
or perhaps... that's what i see...
am i making things difficult?
i dunno...

*shrug*

said it...

forgot about it...

replaced....

ok... FINE!

WHY did i reacted this way?!

i don't know.... i don't....

and...

i guess... i'm in no position to feel that way....




arrrrrgggggggggggggggg....

ahhhhhhhhh.......

i dunno...

just had a super cold and icy shower...
to wake me up from all these...

it's one of the things that i usually do when i need to...
turn off the heater...
rained this afternoon...
windy weather...

and when the icy water pours out...
cold... but.. i need a wake up...


it hurts... when i smile...
it hurts... when i laugh...
*if you can... please don't ask me to smile... (at least... for this point of time...)*

it hurts... when i look into those eyes...

what more can i say?

what more should i say?

but...

i'll try...

i will be fine...

i'm ok....

i'm good...

don't worry